Maintaining

I never used to be the type of girl that dressed up, wore jewlery or high heels. I wore just enough make up to look alive. The older I get the more I apreciate feeling like a woman. It can be so hard to care for myself when my life is consumed with two little ones ( and rightfully so!) They deserve a good life! Every child does! I honestly don't care how other people perceive me when I go to the grocery store in my pj's or go to the aqerium with my hair thrown in a messy ass bun. But for myself, and myself only (maybe for Dustin too) I am going to start fixing my hair and puting effort into the clothes I wear and maybe even wearing some ear rings or a fancy pair of shoes with my outfit. Doesn't it make you feel better when you get all dressed up? Plus it would be nice when my kiddos look back on pictures of their life they might, JUST MIGHT be proud to show off how good their mama looked "back then" HA! Instead of fingering through picture after picture wondering where I am. Granted I take most of the pictures but when Dusty takes them I have a really hard time deleting every single one of me. Not trying to be conseeded I just want to be proud of how I look. I want to be thankful for the beauty God has given me. So this is to me feeling more womanly! Goodbye messy ass bun!