Currently

As of today I have a plate full. Staying busy is good for the soul. Not too busy though, you have to find a good balance of calmness and chaos. It's hard to do so but I feel it is so important to keep challenging yourself. With that said I am taking this little boy to tumbling twice a week

( It was pajama day )

 Working out 4 days a week. Helping a friend with a wedding. Hosting dinner every tuesday nights with friends (sometimes on the weekend as well) Church and family visiting on sundays. Reading and trying to understand the bible. Last but not least trying to find time to spend with Dustin WITH OUT these lovely distractions.

 What about you, whats your balance of calm and chaos?

Maintaining

I never used to be the type of girl that dressed up, wore jewlery or high heels. I wore just enough make up to look alive. The older I get the more I apreciate feeling like a woman. It can be so hard to care for myself when my life is consumed with two little ones ( and rightfully so!) They deserve a good life! Every child does! I honestly don't care how other people perceive me when I go to the grocery store in my pj's or go to the aqerium with my hair thrown in a messy ass bun. But for myself, and myself only (maybe for Dustin too) I am going to start fixing my hair and puting effort into the clothes I wear and maybe even wearing some ear rings or a fancy pair of shoes with my outfit. Doesn't it make you feel better when you get all dressed up? Plus it would be nice when my kiddos look back on pictures of their life they might, JUST MIGHT be proud to show off how good their mama looked "back then" HA! Instead of fingering through picture after picture wondering where I am. Granted I take most of the pictures but when Dusty takes them I have a really hard time deleting every single one of me. Not trying to be conseeded I just want to be proud of how I look. I want to be thankful for the beauty God has given me. So this is to me feeling more womanly! Goodbye messy ass bun!

Let's try this again

I'm going to go at it again. Not for anyone but myself, friends and family that would like to stay caught up with this household. I am crazy busy at home with my boys (counting the husband I have 3 ) but I DO make it a point to do things for myself. Happy mamas make happy babies, am I right? So a lot has changed since my last post. Entered in the world...Elijah Michael Kloeker 7-22-2011

Since then Eli has grown to be a big ball of beautiful chunkiness

and little Conner? well he's not so little anymore. He has grown to be a beautiful soul as well. Blonde curly hair with big blue eyes. He is going through a bit of a time right now. Some might call it terrible two's? I like to call it he is trying to find himself  stage. 

Precious arn't they...

These two wouldn't be here if it wasn't for these two.....

Yours truely and the Hubby a month ago enjoying somewhat of a warm front in the middle of the winter here in Kentucky.

Dustin and Conner picking our christmas tree for a 2011 Jesus birthday. o yeah!

So there we are. An update on the fam diddly amily! If this is your first time visiting read HERE it's not fully updated but a good idea where I'm coming from. I look forward to blogging once again. The challenge now is to keep up. trying to keep up is what I do!